The Blessing of Forgiveness

My name is Erlet Geronica. I am a cell member of Joeadel Degilla, in the tribe of Pastor Ruby.

In the past, my life was a mess. I was afraid to be with people and I had strong self-pity. Due to my difficult personality and wild emotions, I was not easy to get along with. Even growing up in a Christian family, deep down, I hated to draw close to God, especially I was awakened early by my parents to attend morning devotion. At the age of 16, I stopped going to church altogether because I did not want to be part of the church. Instead I turned to reading comic book and became addicted to it.

I got angry very easily but I did not control my bad temper. There were times when I slammed door on my parents and cursed others when I was upset or disagreed with them. Once I entrusted a large amount of money which I had earned with hard work with my nephew, hoping to start a small business, and maybe even buy a land and build a house. However she made some wrong decisions and lost all my money, which made me really mad and angry. I was consumed with negative emotions and hatred and I didn’t care she was a close relative to me.

On the 12 June 2016, I came to 611 ANEW service when Ps Ruby preached on forgiveness. I was so touched and moved by the Holy Spirit that I received Christ there and then. God’s light shone upon me and I was desperate to deal with my sins, my troubles and my hurts. I heard God’s words from 1 John 1:9, “if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just, and purify us from all  unrighteousness.” I knew I could no longer go on with a heart filled with hatred and anger. Receiving Jesus as my Savior, I told God that I was willing to forgive my nephew who hurt me most.

Immediately, I was set free, being released from anger and hatred. A real sense of love, peace and joy filled my heart. Now I am in a cell group, learning and growing spiritually with other sisters. Through the teaching in the church, I learn the proper way to manage my money and financial needs.

I enjoy genuine fellowship in the church and most important of all, I found Jesus, who is the lover of my soul and on Him I cast all my cares, stress and anxieties. And because of Him, my life is transformed and I am reconciled with my nephew.

I give all the glory to God Almighty, who accepts my weaknesses, and grows me in His Truth.• [2018.12.23]