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順服神心意 進入奇妙旅程 / Ruth

順服神心意 進入奇妙旅程

我忙於追逐自己的夢想,而看不見神對我的心意。我想回應神的呼召,同時卻想追求自己的理想,內心很掙扎。不過,就在我生命中這個重要卻又困惑的時刻,我學習降服於神,將一切交托給祂。

Danielle Ruth Malapitan

榮耀歸主!感恩謝祂為我開門,讓我有機會來到生命樹下浸泡,接受裝備。

大學畢業之後,我有不同機會獲邀到教會事奉,甚至可以來香港接受裝備。我舉棋不定,因為緊抓自己的計劃,並已定下時間表去實踐目標。我忙於追逐自己的夢想,而看不見神對我的心意。我想回應神的呼召,同時卻想追求自己的理想,內心很掙扎。不過,就在我生命中這個重要卻又困惑的時刻,我學習降服於神,將一切交托給祂。

最後,我回應了全職事奉的呼召。我經歷了神的恩寵和信實,加入香港611日間學房接受裝備。神幫助我克服離家的恐懼及在異地生活的憂慮,除去我所有來港前的猶豫,又將一切安排妥當,讓我能順利又快速地來到香港。

現在我已在611和日間學房近8個月,神一直帶領著我,讓我明白了很多。我常常要記得:最重要的是將神與我的關係放在首位;凡事要先接納和肯定神給我的愛和恩典;我跟神的關係並非建基於在我能為祂做什麼,或是我有多完美,因為無論如何,我依然是祂寶貴的孩子,是祂珍視的僕人。

當我擁抱這個真理,就慢慢克服了凡事怕犯錯的恐懼,打破了框框。這個真理又給我勇氣,能在服事中不斷嘗試新事物,並在各樣事情上單單尊榮神;也讓我更欣賞身旁的人對我付出的愛和關懷,幫助我除了與神以外,也與身處的群體建立更深的連結。

生命樹群體和學房使我與神的關係更加深入,這對我來說很感恩,也很寶貴。從晨禱裡的領受,到不同課堂的教導,神都透過各樣的方式向我清楚說話;這些都能幫助我等候神,並更敏銳於祂的帶領。我也不怕以不同方式去回應神,因為生命樹的群體很熱情。

在追求神的過程中,老師和同學們都給予我很大的支持和鼓勵。他們幫助我慢慢發掘自己的本相(Being)和恩賜來榮耀神。

願將一切榮耀和感恩都歸於又真又活的主,祂為我預備的計劃真奇妙。我要不住稱頌祂,因為知道在我這條服事的路上,祂已有豐足的預備。

Submit to God's Desire; Embark on a Wonderful Journey

After finishing university I have been invited, on multiple random occasions, to serve at church or even come to Hong Kong to be equipped. I was very hesitant to make such decisions because of holding on too much to my own plans and timeline of reaching my goals. I could not see God’s plans for me because I was busy chasing after my own. I was torn between wanting to respond to God’s call and pursuing my own goals. But in this crucial and very confusing point of my life, I learned to surrender and entrust everything unto God.

I accepted the call to serve full-time and have been experiencing God’s favor and faithfulness thereafter, including the opportunity to join the 611 Leadership Institute and be equipped right here in Hong Kong. God helped me overcome the fear of leaving home and the worry of living in a foreign country. He took away all the hesitations to come, sorted things out for me, and granted me a smooth and swift process of coming to HK.

Now here in HK611 and 611 BOLLI for almost 8 months, God has been leading me through a lot of realization. I am constantly reminded of the importance of prioritizing my relationship with God more than anything else. That everything should start from accepting and recognizing His love and grace for me. That my relationship with Him is not defined by what I can do for Him nor how perfect I can be because, regardless of all these, I am still His precious child and treasured servant.

Embracing this truth helped me to gradually overcome the fear of making mistakes in all I do and break away from all inhibitions. This truth gave me the courage to keep on trying new things as I get to serve Him and just focus on the desire to honor Him in all things. This truth also helped me to appreciate even more the love and care I receive from the people around me. This helped me to have a deeper connection not only with God but even to the community surrounding me.

I sincerely appreciate and cherish how this Tree of Life community and the Bible School help me to cultivate my relationship with God. From the insights that can be received through the Morning Devotion to the different lessons during classes, God clearly speaks through various ways. All these helped me to wait on God and be more sensitive to His leading. There is no fear in responding to Him through different means either because the community is very welcoming.

Teachers and students alike are so supportive and encourage me a lot in my pursuit of God. They help me in gradually unleashing my Being and honing my potential for His glory.

All honor and thanksgiving to the living God who had prepared such wonderful plans for me. I praise Him even more for I know that He has a lot more stored for me as I continue on this journey.