我是家族中第二代基督徒，自小經歷聖靈工作，清楚知道服事神是我一生的呼召。從小我在傳統禮儀教會成長，昔日在小學任教，是一位學校宗教科主任。在2019年普珥節我來到611，在生命樹下接受牧養和裝備。
信心跟隨 恢復真女兒身份 更深渴慕神 / 衛樂衡
我曾是小學宗教科主任，我報讀611學房
信心跟隨 恢復真女兒身份 更深渴慕神
我是家族中第二代基督徒，自小經歷聖靈工作，清楚知道服事神是我一生的呼召。從小我在傳統禮儀教會成長，昔日在小學任教，是一位學校宗教科主任。在2019年普珥節我來到611，在生命樹下接受牧養和裝備。
2022年頭眼看夜間學房快要畢業，神非常清晰用以賽亞書55章呼召我放下工作全職進入日間學房。當用信心跟隨時，神更深改變我生命，讓我在生活和每個服事崗位中與神相遇。
過往我是一個十分事工導向和Doing的人，我可以為了工作，每天只睡三、四小時就繼續衝工作。我會很努力和用力去撐起所有事，卻忽略自己，將自己感覺壓下去。從以往教會服事到學校工作，我服事神的心態很奴僕。感恩在學房期間，神特別透過整年心版十誡的訊息不斷為我打椿和醫治我，從過往奴僕心態、律法主義、完美主義、宗教的靈和壓抑中釋放出來，在生命樹牧養下我恢復真女兒的身份，我接納神給我獨特的一面，學習進入6+1的屬神節奏，也學習更深進入生命樹的核心價值，大大重燃我對神的火和熱情。當我恢復神真女兒的身份，神也不住挑旺我牧養的心，讓我享受輕鬆牧養，觀看神作為。
從每早的晨禱、釋經講道、默觀基督營到生命樹氣息課，神讓我更深浸泡，在生命樹下全方位吸收養份，更多倒空自己，學習超越知識去對付自己生命，裝載神更多，透過生命樹群體讓我更深扎根於神中。在我家經歷接二連三的艱難中，神讓我更深感受到禱告的威力，將生命樹水流帶到家中。
學房好像推動發電機，牧師、老師、同學活生生的生命見證很激勵我去快跑跟隨神。起初以為2年後我靈會飽足，但我發現完成學房只是一個開始，我渴慕得著更多神和祂的話語，期待有份參與在大復興中及看見神的大作為，為神遍植生命樹，成為神合用的器皿。
I was the subject panel head of Religious Studies at a primary school
Follow with faith; Regain identity as a true daughter; Have a deeper thirst for God
I am a second-generation Christian in my family, and I have been experiencing the work of the Holy Spirit since childhood. I clearly understand that serving God is my lifelong calling. Growing up in a traditional liturgical church, I taught in an elementary school and led the religious department as the subject panel head. On Purim in 2019, I came to 611 to receive pastoral care and training under the Tree of Life.
In 2022, just before graduating from the Evening Bible School, God used Isaiah 55 to clearly call me to leave my job and enter the daytime Bible School full-time. As I stepped forward in faith, God transformed my life profoundly, enabling me to encounter Him in my life and every ministry role I held.
In the past, I was very focused on ministry and was often driven to perform. I would sleep only three or four hours a day, pushing myself to work desperately. While I worked hard to support everything around me, I neglected my own well-being and suppressed my feelings. My mindset in serving God was somewhat enslaved, viewing my service through a lens of obligation.
I am grateful that during my time in Bible School, I have continually received God’s blessings and healing through the messages of the Heartified Commandments. I have been freed from a slave mentality, legalism, perfectionism, a religious spirit, and the oppression of my past. Through pastoral care under the Tree of Life, I have rediscovered my identity as a true daughter of God. I have come to accept my uniqueness as a gift from Him and learned to embrace the divine rhythm of the 6+1 model while delving deeper into the core values of the Tree of Life. This has greatly rekindled my passion and enthusiasm for serving God.
As I have reclaimed my identity as a true daughter of God, He has continually stoked my passion for pastoring, allowing me to fully enjoy discipleship and easily approach God’s work. Each morning devotion, expository preaching, the Contemplation of Christ retreat, and lessons on the Breath of the Tree of Life have immersed me in deeper understanding and nourished me comprehensively under the Tree of Life. I have learned to empty myself and deal with my life on a deeper level beyond mere knowledge. My life has become more infused with God, and I am deeply rooted in Christ through the Tree of Life community. During challenging times in my family, God has allowed me to experience the power of prayer more profoundly, bringing the flow of the Tree of Life into my home.
The Bible School feels like a dynamic generator. The living testimonies of pastors, teachers, and fellow students inspire me to run passionately in pursuit of God. Initially, I thought completing my two years of study would fill my soul, but I have realized that finishing the program was merely the beginning. I have a deep hunger for more of God and His Word, and I eagerly anticipate participating in the great revival and witnessing His mighty deeds. I aspire to be a fitting vessel for the Master’s use, planting the Tree of Life wherever I go for the Lord.